the first tv moment to ever rip my heart out
I have never met someone so full of shit. I have never met someone so easily confused about who they are. It’s sickening really, how I sit here and wait.. wait patiently for something that may never happen. I’m worth so much more than that. Even more so, if I have to wait for YOUR ass to figure out whether or not YOU want ME, you’re no good for me. You’re a waste of my time. The only reason why I stick around at this point, is because I have faith, and I love you. Loving you is damn impossible to do now, you’re so different. It’s fucked.
Always nose deep in your phone, always going out, always out late. But, I’m supposed to sit kosher, and trust you. LOL. I trusted you, and look how far that got me. “We need to figure out where we stand”; hmm.. well are we going to do that while you’re out, or…?
I’m not even sure I want you anymore. Thats the pathetic thing. I want someone who has a sense of self, who knows who they are, and what they want. I’m ready to settle down, I’m done with this whole “Partying & Searching” shit. I’m over it. I want a stable relationship with someone that isn’t confused on the fact if they want me or not, I want someone who loves me for me, I want MY life back.
FUCK YOUR SHIT.
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